Jessica's Daily Rant

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 17:32:06 GMT

So here I wait, at my parents house... for my husbands arrival. He is driving the Tracker by himslef across the country lol...I flew... Wasnt as sickening a trip for me that way.
I;m spoiled.
Went out with Jennawad last night... milkshake @ Kelseys....Loser laps...and then to Kevins. Mom said Danny was not impressed that I wasnt home when he called last night but I dont care lol...
He is passing through Sudbury now so he will be here tonight.
I am having a lazy day... just chillin out reading and watching TV...
ANywho;... I am parched....

Tue, 24 May 2005 03:12:35 GMT

I really wonder where the expression "Sick as a dog" came from....

Are dogs often sick? and I dont recall ever seeing a sick dog so what symptoms go along with this saying?

Whatever...

I was sick as a dog all weekend... Laid on the fucking couch watching movies. Oh, and then when I was finally feeling well enough to get out of the house I went to the fucking movies.

Saw Unleashed... It was really good... Jet Li was amazing in it, I didnt realise he had any talent as an actor... but he is good. Not just a wind-up action doll.

So, I have had only 1 smoke today. THinking about having number two... dont know if I can stomach it. Everything is making m sick. No vomitting, thank god. But nauseated all the time.

ANywho... I thikn I am going to retreat back to the couch.

Wed, 18 May 2005 22:26:33 GMT

Man, today will never friggin end.

Spent an hour on the phone with trish, shes awesome *) She completely understands everything I say.

Its raining like a son of a bitch today.... about time, I mean, it is like, the first time I have seen rain this year and after all that sun and everything (It is light out here till 11pm at night) it is good for the ground to get wet.

Moody today... Was really sick to my stomach earlier, but that is normal... I had a good lunch though and after an hour I started to feel a little better. Going to start keeping a box of crackers on desk here for when my belly feels off... No vomiting or anything though, just nausea. Kind of nice actually to not be vomiting everrything I eat like last time lol

I think I am going to take Danny out on a date tonight. He has been really good to me and I want to do something nice since I actually have some energy this evening.

put an add in the paper today about the car...one thing done...

Danny is making spaghetti for supper *) He loves me *)

Fri, 13 May 2005 20:29:19 GMT

Well, I guess I need to do a major update

My apartment got broken into one nigth when danny and I had left to go see a movie... assuming it was my creepy stalker Ex who we saw walking away from the building as we were pulling up... it was just too creepy... nothing was stolen, just rummaged through and they watched tv and ripped my curtainrod out of the wall getting into the window

Cops couldnt get any good prints because of the way the window was opened....

SO no charges laid... but they are treating it like a stalker case and I have to change my phone number and my habits of where I go and stuff....

Sucks ass having a stalker

So Danny and I are getting things underway for the big fucking move. Thank god, I was just starting to get comfortable in my new home, I am so glad we hare moving straight across the country to a place that has a 16% unemployment rate. Thank goodness...

I shouldnt be so bitter... we will be better off there then here when the baby is born so I shouldnt be bitter...

but still... I hate packing.

I so dontwant to be at work today... but there is no one to cover for me so I guess I have to stay... I have over 80 hours on my paycheck so I could afford to take the 2.5 hours left in my fucking day.

Danny almost blew up a house last night lol

I love my Husband *)

um, TRacker is awesome... I lvoe that thing... My Yellow and purple car lol... its fucking jokes! But Danny and I love it and have a lot of fun with it *)

thank fucking god it is friday

Danny, Bram Colleen and I went into the woods last night and shot off Brams gun a bit... there were bears in there but no one got a good shot I guess.... and they were gone by the time danny and I got there. We saw a couple of bears last week when we brough t the elders out mudding lol

Anywho... should get back to work or soemthing (more likely the "OR something" then work lol)

Mon, 09 May 2005 23:20:17 GMT

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Thu, 05 May 2005 23:28:55 GMT

My apartment was broken into last night....

Welcome to my creepy life.

I cant write about it right now....

Watch for the full story later.

Wed, 04 May 2005 21:45:16 GMT

Very productive day at the office (I am being very sarcastic, seeing how I am writing this from work lol)

Yeah, so life as an adult. WOOHOO lol

Um, let me highlight the excitement of the day *And this is even more pathetic because I actually did get excited*

I finally got Danny's and my previous insurance statements faxed in ! SO now we can go get insurance on the Tracker lol

HOW FUCKING GREAT!

lol...

Also, mother is all excited that we are going to live closer to each other when we move to Newfoundland... IT is still a 20+ hour drive, plus the 6+ hour ferry ride across the ocean... I cant believe I am going to be living on an island... and not just any island, but one that is like, far away from the mainland! I mean, PEI is only like, 16 km offshore....Newfoundland is like, barely Canadian... I mean, they only joined canada in 1949.... and I am like, such a mainlander patriotic canadian...WTF

lol... I lvoe it there though... It really is like a totally different world.

yeah, but it is also CHEAP lol... 485 a month for a 2 bedroom apt? nutso...

Back to my point before... I will still be living a long ways form my loving parents (thank goodness)

I have offically been married for one week... lol... There is a secret about getting married that married people dont tell you or discuss until you are actually married... I have laughed because so many people tell me this same thing and I now know that it is totally true but all the single people out there have no idea lol

Like, I am sitting here at my desk laughing... Darryl and I were laughing about it earlier... mom and I laughed about it... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Life is good *)

Yep... well, gotta go, should do Some work I guess

Tue, 03 May 2005 23:56:02 GMT

lol

Looks like I am heading cross country again soon

Danny and I are moving to Newfoundland the end of july

lol....Who knows where we will be the following year lol

I love the song "Simple man" done by Shinedown.... I recommend it *)

will always remind me of Danny....

the original is pretty good too... but Shinedown does a better job, they do this song called "45" and it is my fav at the moment

blah... work was pretty good today... getting busy busy busy

anywho... I think I will make some supper for me and danny.... We are having a stay in and cuddle night tonight *)

Mon, 02 May 2005 13:33:17 GMT

psycho obsessive Craig called 14 times this morning

just got all sappy talking to Keither

lol

Well, this is the start to a fucked up day, I know it

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 03:47:39 GMT

Man, what a fucking week lol

Well, not a whole lot happening, Danny is gone out to pick up a few things and then we are going out to Darryl and Caroline's place to socialise lol... I say we are gonna end up out drunk and dancing *)

or in bed fucking...

Who knows!

I am wearing the HOT ASS pants lol

Lindsay flies home tomorrow morning

THANK GOD

lol... I laughed so fucking hard... I dropped Craig like a hot potato because he was being weird and everything...and tonight we had planned to go to see a movie then go to the Tea Party concert...

He is taking Lindsay! lol... I fucking bust a gut when she told me that... I didnt tell her that the only reason she is going is because I backed out of it lol.... I didnt really think it was appropriate me being married and all....

Hope they have fun... considering they dont really like each other and it is a desperation date lol... because neither of them have anyone else. lol... I shouldnt be so condescending about the whole thing but I still find it funny

lol... everytime I hear Rich Girl by Gwen Stephani I cant help but think of Jermaine lol... I bust a gut at him singing this song in the car lol... I die at him... Such a nice guy too... lol.. its funny... when Danny and I get off the phone if his parents didnt offer him the phone to talk to us he phones and asks for me like, 5 minutes later lol

He is dating a girl named Tara now... he really likes her too from how he talks

Anywho... going to put on some socks cuz danny will be back soon

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 22:30:29 GMT

omg, I am getting married in, 2 and a half hours.....

FREAKING OUT HERE PEOPLE

Just breathe.... remember all of the fish and we were just floating tehre and it was so beautiful....

Just float

Just Breathe

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 04:01:21 GMT

WEll, all is good
Chatted with Jean on the phone for a good while tonight... I love that woman *)
THe boys are comming over for dinner tomorrow night... I think we are going to BBQ some steak up and stuff... should be a nice evening.
Lindsay is going home... THank fucking god. I cant wait to get the smell out of this apartment.
Yuck
Danny is working for B&K now... got offered good money and a new apprenticeship in refrigeration...
lol... everywhere he goes he is banging the secretary lol
CEDA now B&K.... what a slut *)
I love him though lol
we bought the tracker 8) we will take possession of it this week when we get up there!
Watching Ace Ventura lol
HOly blast from the past!
Anywho... I should go snuggle with my hunny *)

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 01:46:02 GMT

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Thu, 21 Apr 2005 05:30:36 GMT

Well, I had a good evening...
The elders came over for a visit... Jean too...
Had a good visit... basically we just shot the shit for a couple of hours... Then Danny got home and we chatted for a while and the elders left....
Jean stayed for some supper with us. Her and Danny got along well.. But then again, everyone seems to get along with him.
The elders are really big on helping us to quit smoking.
work was busy today which was kind of nice... Trish was in today so everyone seemed a little more normal... we are having a big ol meeting on friday I guess

Things are going well... Life is good... except for these fucking nightmares I am havving... but that is just the stress of planning the wedding and starting a new job.

The wedding rings are nice!

And mom and dad want to send us on our honeymoon as our wedding present. a week at an all inclusive resort. Awesome.

Lyndsay is driving Danny insane lol

Anywho.. i really need to get some sleep.... Another full day tomorrow... kind of nice since it means that my next check will be a full time check and I will know exactly how much I will be bringing in...not that I couldnt just figure it out right now lol... I mean, I do print out my own cheque and do my own payroll lol
not a bad deal. I keep a papertrail of all my hours though because I mean, that is just scary.

Yeah... Actually going to bed now.

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 02:06:24 GMT

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Sat, 16 Apr 2005 02:02:36 GMT

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Sitting around watching Dreamcatcher with Dave and Lindsay.... Dannys working nights tonight... SO I am a little lonely *(

Had an awesome time at the pub last night... Man, I got so hammed it wasnt funny... One should never drink with Family... Jeff and lindsay are bad influences lol

Its was fun though

Talked with Danny's mom for about an hour tonight.... talked about everything that was stressing me out here and she was like "MOVE OUT OF THAT TOWN!" lol

She just wants us to come live with her

I dont blame her... Danny and I are nice to have around

Danny got his bear licence... He is going out this weekend to shoot something lol... THANK GOD lol
HE really needs to kill something... He has all this pent up energy... As long as it is a bear or something and not a person, I can deal with it... I just told him I dont want to see him do it and if at all possible if he wants to bring home dead things, bring it to someone elses home to cleaning it and butcher it... I dont want a big dead bear in my place..... that is just weird... and I dont like the thought of killing animals at all... but its food onthe table.... thats the nuefie way of life.... so I will deal...

SO I think the wedding rings will be back in next week.... I am all excited about that... Danny keeps looking at the marriage license... lol... he is all excited... MOm thinks this is all a bad Idea but I am sooo tired of her trying to control my life.

I think I am going to hang out and read my book tonight... I kind of want to walk down tot he bank and deposit my check... Go buy myself something pretty... lol

better to stay in and not spend money

considering we want to move.... lol... we'll be on the road again soon

anywho... I think I am going to take a bath... drink my coffee in the tub... read my book...

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 03:52:29 GMT

Well, Danny and I went up to SAP evening up at church tonight...
Had a good time
I was sooo beat this afternoon....I passed out dead to the world in a serious nap....
Danny had to wake me up to eat so I would be ready in time to go to church lol
Life is going pretty well...
Still havnt gotten my period....
Pretty sure I am pregnant....no point in taking a prego test... I fail them all anyways
looks like Danny and I are going to get married in the church....
anywho... I need to get a quick bite to eat....

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 03:10:02 GMT

Well, Life is going well....
Hung out with Jean most of today... I brought Muffins up to her place *I woke up first thing this morning and Baked MUFFINS.... WFT?*
I got home around 4ish.... had a shower.... then I went out for coffee with Craig... Jodi was like "wtf are you doing hanging out with that stalker? doesnt he creep you out enough? why do you subject yourself to this? lol....
All in all it was a good week... Danny is going through something weird right now... he has been really uptight and moody... and I figured he would just come to me when he was ready to talk about whatever it was and he finally broke down last night and told me that he was moody and everything because he really wanted to change nd be the best he can be for me and that he has been trying to figure out that to do and he hates living in this town... but I think that changed a bit today because his mom told him that her and woodrow were thinking about moving here in the fall... so we would all just get a townhouse... which would be fucking awesome because I love them and I really wanted Carol to be around when I was getting close to having the baby...
Well, the theoretical baby... I dont know for sure if I am prego yet or not....
lol... I think if I get my period Danny will cry lol
I shouldnt laugh at that.... He wants all of this so bad, and so do I....
Well, another Pope down.... they seem to drop like flies... maybe if they came into the papacy a little younger maybe the Catholic church wouldnt have to bury them so soon.... but it seems like catholics love clinging to misery... so let them at it... to each thier own
Well... I gotta go get Supper started... Danny is gonna be home soonish....

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 23:56:03 GMT

Well, back home again....
I want to go back to Newfoundland!
Things are going ok though... even though there are 3 of us living in a one bedrooom apartment lol (TOTALLY TEMPORARY) lol
been kind of on edge the past couple of days... I didnt get out to do my full moon ritual and I am normally a little on edge if I dont get that outlet....
Danny has gone to get me a new chair.... finally... CHris only broke it like, 4 months ago lol
mom and dad are driving me nuts.... oh well... lol... I am going to drive them nuts when I break it to them that I am getting married in June lol
gotta love eloping
looks like it is going to be on June 15th... I would have prefered it to be on the 21st... but one cant be picky when you rush it lol
anywho... I have to go get dressed... I just got out of a nice relaxing bath *)

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 16:06:20 GMT

Well, Everything is going well...
Lyndsay is comming back to Ft Mac with me... Danny informed me he is moving in for May... not like he doesnt stay at my place all the time anyways...
I love it here... I dont want to leave.
Mom called and apologised to me last night... she was really mean to me... I didnt deserve it.
Went out to Rocky's for a night with Danny Carol and Woodrow... Had a good time... I got a really good nights sleep.
Anywho... I am gonna go downstairs and hang out *)

Sittin on the Ferry

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 16:42:25 GMT

Greetings from Cape Breton!

Well, Here I am sitting on the ferry to NFLD with Danny....
doesnt look like she is gonna take off till midnight or so.... there are 100kmh winds out ofer the ocean.... I have a feeling I am going to get very seasick...
I got a really good sleep last night... danny and I got a bunk and slept the night away...
It looks like Lyndsay is gonna come back to Ft Mac with us to live with me... Uncle danny is gonna give her a couple hundred bucks and a kick out the door lol
Anywho... I think I am gonna go take another walk around the boat... I am sure that someone will have the internet over on the island so I can do a true update and talk about my misadventures.

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 17:55:37 GMT

AHHHH!!
I am sooo excited!!
Danny and I are hitting the road in just a couple hours!
I chatted with Davis.... That was weird lol...
And I talked with Chris, It was nice to talk to him again....
Danny was like "no body better make fun of me accent" LOL
Anywho.... Bram and his Girl are commin over for a few then we are headin out to do the last chores!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

COMMIN HOME BABY

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 08:12:36 GMT

Yep... Danny and I are going on a 3 week hiatis....
We are hittin the road tomorrow to cross this great country... all the way to NFLD....LOL
THAT IS WHAT I CALL A ROADTRIP
So I will be home in my parents place for a nights sleep in probably 2 and a half days
I am sooo excited....
Yepp..... the 3 weeks from now we should be back in my bed together....
god, I love this shit.... Spur of the moment only in your 20s can you pull this shit kind of decisions

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 19:24:05 GMT

THATS IT I FUCKING QUIT!

yeppers... I quit everything!

I just want some quiet.... some peace of mind....
my thumb hurts...

Brad just called me... He wanted me to go out for lunch with him... Terrilynn called me before that wanting me to go out for lunch with her... I am going to the pub to visit with my loving uncle.

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 19:30:33 GMT

Well... yesterday was a long day
worked both jobs... then I went out with Danny and Rod to the pub and down to Tavern on Main... had a good time... I sucked back like 5 drinks in an hour
the alarm didnt go off again this morning, so Danny missed the bus... I drove him out to Aurora though, and I had him phone NIck and see if I could give him a lift home so I didnt have to do the long drive alone. Danny was alittle hesitant lol... but he did. So Nick and I drove back into town together. It was pretty nice actually... we talked the whole way! Then we ended up going out for Breakfast together at the Kozy lol.. HE is a really nice guy! He even paid for breakfast!
Well... I am heading up to the pubfor coffee... then I think I am meeting Craig for a bit... He came over this morning to deliver a bookshelf that I inherited from Sands Paints Store and asked me to go out for him for a bit. IT is pretty bad with him... he is begging for me to come back to him. Kind of cool, but kind of fucked a tthe same time.
oh well... He fucked things up... and he knows that.
So, coffee then I work 6-11 tonght... then I am getting together with Danny... last evening together for a little bit cuz he is going onto nightshift....